It's rainbow

I have a dream. 

A dream of having my life figure out by the end of my 20s. 

A dream of living abroad, far away from my birthplace.

A dream of becoming someone, someone useful...

20 years have passed.

But, it all still stays as a dream. None of them become real. 

Day by day, it becomes impossible. Every time I thought I had it all, it gone. Every. Single. Time.

I'm tired of fighting the endless battle. 

Tired of explaining unsettling reasons to certain people who always thought I wronged. 

Wo hen lei!

It's never been a rainbow. If so, the end of it gonna be something ugly. Something that will break your faith away...

It's the ugly rainbow. It's a bridge to hell. That's why it only visible after rain.